Today I've thought it was over.....

Today I thought

"I will never see him anymore"

McDreamy

Dr. Shepherd

Derek

Do you have a kind of fiction addiction?

I have an addiction for Grey's Anatomy

I follow each episode from the very first one

The funny thing is

I hate blood

If I see blood I faint

In Grey's Anatomy you can see litres of blood

But still, I can't help it.

Each season it's a sort of heart attack!

Today I was able to see the last episodes of season 6

The season finale

It really took my breath away.

And it scared me,

today I thought I should never see him anymore

Can you believe?

For those who follow and love GA too-

you can understand what I'm talking about

Derek Shepherd is the soul of the fiction

It's our hero

Our prince charming

The one who makes us think

"He really exists"

I have a secret crush on Patrick Dempsey

Okay, now it's not secret anymore

And okay I lied-

Gerard Butler is not the only one I adore so much

But this is fiction right? Not reality,

so I'm allowed to dream BIG

And I decided that I can have more than one secret crush!

Isn't he gorgeous in this Versace campaign?

This is a nice way to wake up every blessed morning...

{Congrats to his wife!}

Patrick, take me away with you
I will raise your twins and children
and your dogs if you have any

What will happen in the next GA season?

I don't know but at least

I know that Derek will be still there.

{Patrick Dempsey}